I'm alive.
I don't feel like it sometimes, but I'm here.
Something feels off. Something's missing. I don't know. I feel a little lost. Daydreamy and surreal. Isolated. Even around people. It's like I'm not connecting. I'm in a parallel dimension where I can still see people. Speak. Hear. But I'm not really there. They're not really there. Everything's empty.
I spent a half hour outside talking to my cat tonight.
I'm losing my fucking mind.